Why?

I said in my second post that I was doing this to see how many people are affected by Fears and go unnoticed. My excuse was that I wanted to expand our knowledge of the Fears.

Now, that seems like a weak excuse. After all the people that I’ve seen die (at least one of which may have been caused by me), and after all I’ve gone through, it’s hard for me to believe that whatever knowledge I have dredged up outweighs what I’ve lost.

Maybe I was naïve. Maybe I really just wanted to help people and learn something about these things. But now I know better.

So why am I still here? Even after I said I’d given up?